April

Female

Canada

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About my Loss:: I lived with my grandparents for the first 7 years of my life. Moved away with my Mom and step father at 7. Re visited my grandparents often and maintained our special bond! In 05/06 my Pop was diagnosed with dementia. My Nan took care of him over the next several years, until she suddenly took ill. Doctors said she was having strokes and finally had a major one. She passed away in 2008 and I still have such a hard time dealing with it. I just lost my Pop this February, which was expected and I believe in my heart that he is in heaven now and is back to his old self! However, I can't seem to stop thinking about them. My thoughts are consumed with Nan and Pop. I dream about them almost every night which, does not help. Also My Nan had passed away 2 months before I was to go visit again. That has a lot to do with my feelings. It is the most upsetting.

Cynthia Bliss

I wasn't the one who left a comment. I am doing very bad today . just slept all day fri and sat . don't wantto live without her, if it weren't for the dog and bird iwouldn't get out of bed. supposedto go for groceries and church and didn't. haven't eaten in 2 days. i am a diabetic. who cares what happens to me, if i die i'd be in heaven with my mon who passed on 5/5/10. don't brush my teeth . haven't had a shower in ONE WEEK AND I LITERRALLY STINK. Dog doesn't care. Why don't you write to me at my private email CBliss3049@yahoo.com. Be waiting for your Email. Cynthia

Jul 10, 2010
Cynthia Bliss

Try me again, I must have deleted it.

Jul 13, 2010