Hi Andre,I'm so sorry for your loss.Yes even I feel so jealous to see other adults with their mother and I hate myself for that.Lost my mom last year,a brutal assault led to her death.I had accepted the incident and prayed for her to come out of coma,accepted that she would be paralysed for....But I'm not able to accept her death.Coming Monday is Her 1st death anniversary,there is emptiness,sadness,so much pain,miss her so much,these are the last few days she was with us.

Hope you find the strength to hold yourself.Take care.