Vivian, I wish I could say something that made sense, but right now most things don't make sense.  Please write anytime.  I can't stay on right now as we are having our Internet service changed and the service man just got here.  Hope you are doing okay today.  Will be back later if everything goes well with this change of service.  Sending hugs.

Vivian, I understand. I really do. I lost my only sister on the 15th of December 2011. The doctors said the same thing. She went in to hospital for a routine check because of the flu [she was pregnant], & had an overnight stay recommended so she could rest. It didn't happen that way. I don't know or understand why these things happen but I do know that the love and bond we share with the people we've parted shortly with, is never gone. We miss their presence, I know I miss my sister every second of every day, but that bond never goes away. A bond with someone, it's a gift we receive, to know that we've truly lived. It's a testimony about your life, that you knew what love was and cherished it. Some people never know that. I know you miss him, like I miss my sister but I'm slowly starting to understand that I would rather have had her in my life than never have know someone as beautiful as she. She gifted me with a wonderful sibling relationship. Please know that until we can be reunited with our loved ones and the Lord in Heaven, we can lean on each other. I'm always here to talk. 

Vivian- Thinking of you today and praying that you are doing better.  Well "better" meaning that you are having a good day.  Take care of yourself.  <Huggs>>>>