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About my Loss:

Almost 2 years ago, our family lost our 30 year old son. This week I actually thought I was having a breakdown, losing my mind, as visions of his life constantly run through my mind, not to mention anger, needing questions answered but never will... everything happened to unexpectedly and so quickly, part of me thinks that somehow could have been avoided, sometimes I am so nuts I think if only this person or that person had been more attentive and so on. I had been blocking out so much, the pain is unbearable, the longing is endless, he was our best friend, teacher and loving brother to our daughter... she is still torn. Finding this website gave me some comfort in realizing the way I feel is experienced by so many that have lost a child. For me, right now, every day, every minute the torment seems endless. Thank you to this site for allowing me to realize I am a mother and only human.

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