oh Terri how I can relate.....also to the fact that no one understands and its so easy for them to say well move on, what do you invision for your life and I say I DONT KNOW....THE LIFE I Loveseat IS NOW GONE....THERE IS NO VISION ONLY SADDNESS. My father passed about 3 yrs ago and in the past 6 months I've lost my husband and my mother....I feel sooooooo lost!!!

oh yes and two of my closest friends have also passed.....wtf?

I wish i could say I have more good than bad ...I

guess i cant over the fact they are BOTH gone...It helps me with the bad days by just focusing on others and what they might be going through.tomorrow Aug 20 will be a REAL bad day for me.4 yrs for dad (step) but the father I always wish I had grown up with.