hi jennifer--i know its been a rough week for me and i sure it has for you too--this week use to be my favorite holiday and now i have to work on it wheni told my boss all i wanted to do was stay in bed and cry all day she has no understanding or compassion for me about anything but then yet again she has never lost anyone in her life for all of her family is still here so doesnt know what this pain is like at all and now with having to face the holidays all alone doesnt help either and the said thing is even though i am not close to my family they know that i am alone and they dont even bother to call even on the holidays to ask as to how i am doing at all for they just dont care they called when fred was here but nope not a word from them at all---and yes this is very tough to deal with by myself--and there are no grief support groups in my area unless i want to drive for over an hour in the dark

I am so sorry for your loss, I could not imagine the loss of a child. You are in my prayers. I do understand what it feels like to not want to go on anymore.