I was a very confident, happy, successful individual who had a zest for life. Since my losses I feel empty, lonely, fragile and sad much of the time. I forget what its like to feel joy and often just want to go to sleep and not wake up. I cry a lot and I know my unremitting grief is hard on my family. I believe I try hard to find respite from my grief. Its been 2 years and at times the grief is too much to bear. I am hoping that perhaps joining this support group may help. I was generally very successful at helping others but cannot call upon that strength to help myself. This makes me feel weak.
About my Loss:
My mom died in 2008. During her illness and subsequent death my sister and I (caretakers for my mom) became estranged from our brothers. My relationship with a man I loved so very, very much ended in Jan 2009.
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eileen eileen
Female
yardley, pa
United States
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