pankaj bhatia

Male

Lodi, NJ

United States

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About Me:
26 year old down to earth personality totally lost now in this world after my mother has passed away.
About my Loss:
My mother who is the most precious person to me in this planet has left me alone to live. Its just been so hard to live each second without her. I just want to go in her arms and sleep. She was my mother, my friend, my everything I still dont believe she's gone. I sometimes feel like she's here with me and other second I feel alone. This feeling I cannot understand and loosing it slowly.

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  • dream moon JO B

    ill be honset my dad died lst yr it still feals lk yday ths pain is so bad me mum r still hurt now lk lst yr 

    we hav had thes horbel coments 2 lk get over it its easy wish dnt hlp wn peple say ths 2 us i hpe o 1 ever says ths 2 u coz thy dnt relize thy mke us feal worse wn thy say it my dad wz frm a big family he had so mny cuzens thts why iv had so mush death aftr him sad thng is only tm i sea family is at funrells me mum saw anner death notice in  2 days paper 1 of my dads cuznes again has died iv not sean thm sinse i wz a kid so it will be anrer funrell 2 go 2 i never thrt 2013 wud be as bad as 2012 coz of death

    dreams thng only tme i sea my dad is in dreams 2 u can join my dream grp if u wont 2 its thr for evry 1 it hlps me xpres my dreams ths dreams feal so real thy r in color or speakng or so on but thy allways feal real no 1 lks old thy dnt but happyy thy r 

    jo

  • dream moon JO B

    i luv yore tatt it lks so grt 

  • Survivor17

    Pankaj , My heart goes out to you for your loss. I too just lost my mother less than two weeks ago right before Thanksgiving on November23rd... 

    You are not alone and are surrounded by support, no one will have the exact words to take away that deep pain .. only time and patience with yourself will help you through this process.  peace