So Sad

Female

Canada

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About my Loss:: My husband and I were married for 6.5 months when he was murdered, he was shot in the head and robbed. I had picked up my entire life and moved across country to start our lives together and now not only have I lost the love of my life but I have nothing anymore. The only thing keeping me going is our dogs, but even then I don't think I'm taking care of them the way they deserve. I don't want to do anything, I hate leaving my house and feel like I have to act ok with my friends and family because I feel they are tired of hearing me be sad...I keep researching ways to go be with my husband again because I know I will never be happy again. I'm seeing a counsellor, but even then I feel like whats the point of anything anymore? I have nothing, I am nothing and I will never have a good life again...