The greif never goes away completly.  Holidays, birthdays and other landmark days are hard.  I lost my grandmother thirty four years ago and will never get over it as we were so close.  I lost my best friend in high school (I was the one to find him) and I lost the love of my life on his tour in Viet Nam.  I am now losing my daughter to a severe asthma attack due to drug use.  If there is anything I can do for you Kelsie just let me know.  I also live in Columbus, Grandview to be more specific.

Thank you for your caring.  You can contact me anytime for any reason.  I am here to help.  You are right that it is not easy for me right now.  I get so depressed knowing that my daughter will be gone very soon and there is nothing I can do about it.  This happened on Dec. 15 and her birthday was Dec. 22.  This will make it doubly difficult each year when her birthday comes along.  Again, thanks for your support.

Sorry to hear that Kelsie..I also lost my Dad to a heart attack last Oct he was  on a biking(pedal) trip with my Mom when it happened..I miss him sooo much.