Teresa D.

Female

Salem, NJ

United States

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About Me:
I'm just a mom who really misses her son. Michael and I talked all the time. He talked to me in a way most sons talk to their dad. I was proud of our closeness and I was proud of him. Now all I have are memories and tears.
About my Loss:
My son, Michael born Febrauary 14th, 1983, suddenly passed away on September 14th, 2012. We talked on the phone for about a good two hours on the 14th, if only I knew that would be our last conversation. We talked about his future and where he was headed. My last words to him were, "if anything ever happened to you or your sister I would never be able to breathe again." We said, "I love you" and hung up. Well, I can't breathe. Because he wasn't discovered over the weekend they wouldn't allow me to see him. Open coffin was not possible. so not only did my Lil' Michael leave but I didn't get to say good bye, I didn't get to see him and I didn't get to hold or touch him. I try to tell myself God did it that way so I could let go easier. Not sure it's working.

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  • Silke B.

    Teresa D. I read your profile info, that's how me and my son were, very close and we talked about everything.

    Thank you for being here for me.

    My son got cremated and hopefully gets lay down at the cemetery latest next week, so he can rest in peace. Took 6 weeks, cause of some paperwork (german bureaucracy  ), the military has to bring the urn here and the investigation is still going on.

    Hugs to you

  • Bern

    I was told left my son rest and he is at peace. 

    I was angry at the people that made that statement,  how can my son be peace and someone killed him and I don't fight for answers.

    How do I live with myself?

    How?

  • Bern

    Another year is here and we still have no sons....Life is so changed. My love and thoughts. I could not log on daily, it became overwhelming for my mind.