Youngest among 3 girls. I'm always the bratty sissy that only 2 people in this world can perfectly understand me when I'm in the mood to play the brattiness in me, they always try to protect me and even spoil me in any way a sister can.
About my Loss:
We lost my sister last July 17, 2011 with cancer, a rare type (cholangiocarcinoma).Everything that had happened was so sudden, she's just 29 years old. I've already accepted that she's gone, I'm done with the denial stage but the most PAINFUL process in grieving I guess is when you truly feel that you can never be with the person you love forever physically, I MISS my sister everyday, there's not a single minute that I can't remember her. We were brought up really close, we're like the best of friends, I feel that a part of me now is gone too, and life will never be the same after her passing. I cry alone, I don't want to tell people how I'm feeling because I feel that they don't understand me at all. She left us with a 6 month-old beautiful baby girl. The baby is such a joy to us, but it pains me to think that she will no longer enjoy the presence of her mommy. I know that my sister could have been the best mom, and for now, I'm just trying to be with the baby, and to care for her the way her mommy did to me.
Elena F.
Female
Philippines
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