Linda, thank you for reading my story and talking to me. I am so terribly sorry for the loss of your father and husband. I am not sure why you feel regretful, but i can relate. My little brother was alwauswanting me to party with him and i just wanted him to get his high school diploma and I knewbringing him around drugs and alcohol wasn't the way to show him that education was important. Now, i wish I would have partied.with him every night! It's so hard to think about the future. To think how my kids and husband won't ever know my beautiful baby brother. Sometimes I feel like I don't want to go on, but i have to for my parents and 2 other siblings...

Hi Linda,

sorry for your looses. there is many wonderful people on this site. i have too lost my Daddy and husband within 1 year. I first lost my Daddy unexpectedly. My husband was there for Dads funeral. Little did I know that 1 year, 1 month, later my husband will also be gone!. During the grieving process of loosing my Dad, my husband was there for me 100% and helped me a lot. On 4/28/11, my husband is murdered and is a victim of a crime.  Since then, my life was turned upside down! ! Til this day, I still cant seem to accept this plan of life for my son and I. Widow at the age of 26 and with a 19 month old to raise. For the past 1 year, 3 months, I have been through so much in life and faced many obstacles that I can honestly say I will never think I will still be standing today.

 Please feel free to visit my page and read my posts.

Hope to hear from you,

Thank you,

Thank you for your reply Linda.

I have faith and do ask for a sign from God as to why this plan was choosen for my husband and my family?. We are good people to the world and dont deserve nothing but the best in life.