I live in Small Island in the Caribbean, called Dominica. I am an Assistant Manager, for a small resort. I love life, I am positive, and I am a hard worker.
About my Loss:
I feel guilt, because I was there when my boyfriend/best friend was murdered, I was unharmed. I feel hate towards the people who committed the act. I have not been able to sleep without the help of sleeping tabs. I feel empty and do not know the reason why!!! I feel helpless. I do not know what how I am suppose to behave towards my loss, are people expecting me to cry all the time, can i Smile when I remember the jokes Joe and I shared? I have just decided today to move back into the room we shared together, I feel like I am ready, I wonder whether I am really ready or not? And then I wonder what would Joe want me to be doing in this situation!! He was killed on July 31, 2011, I do not feel safe in the night, but I realize it will take a while to get rid of the fear. I just need to know if what I am feeling is ok and that I am not alone.
I will defiantly look into "WHAT DREAM MAY COME" before my husband's passing I was so close minded to the afterlife. So many wonderful signs from my husband made me see so much clearer. Not afraid of dying anymore, used to be so afraid to fly but now I think my friend was more afraid then I was. You see the world so much different when losing someone close to you. You may know what I mean.
Have a wonderful week off enjoy it to the fullest. I wanna thank Joe and Shawn for our friendship as well. If you ever wanna talk on yahoo messenger my email is myangel0212 at yahoo
Hi Emily, how are you doing? My name is Juliana, I really want to have a good friendship with you. I have something very very important I really want to discuss with you alone okay. Please my dear, I want you to write me back through this my email address okay: juliana4love_rubaian@outlook.com
Sally
Aug 25, 2011
Sally
I will defiantly look into "WHAT DREAM MAY COME" before my husband's passing I was so close minded to the afterlife. So many wonderful signs from my husband made me see so much clearer. Not afraid of dying anymore, used to be so afraid to fly but now I think my friend was more afraid then I was. You see the world so much different when losing someone close to you. You may know what I mean.
Have a wonderful week off enjoy it to the fullest. I wanna thank Joe and Shawn for our friendship as well. If you ever wanna talk on yahoo messenger my email is myangel0212 at yahoo
Aug 31, 2011
Juliana
Hi Emily, how are you doing? My name is Juliana, I really want to have a good friendship with you. I have something very very important I really want to discuss with you alone okay. Please my dear, I want you to write me back through this my email address okay: juliana4love_rubaian@outlook.com
Dec 8, 2014