Hi Shellie, I am so terribly sorry for your loss.  I'm sending you a big big virtual hug.  I know, there is not a lot that can be said to make you feel better.  All I can say is that in time, it will get a little better to learn to live without her.  The pain does not subside (at least not for me). Losing a mother, no matter your age, is in my opinion and in my experience, truly devastating.

Tomorrow, on the 1 month anniversary (hugs again), maybe do one little thing in memory of your mom?  I plant flowers, or do my best to remake one of her signature dishes, or I go outside and look at the birds because she loved birds, I just try to do something that she would have loved. It's all I can do other than scream how much I love and miss her.