Angel

Female

Havertown, PA

United States

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About Me:
I am 58...widowed...and so alone even in a crowd that I can't stand the pain anymore..I met a man who is so supportive and comforting and yet I keep running from him...all I want is happiness , peace , love and sharing in my life...very simple things ...and this man who is so comforting ...I don't know why I run...

Now several months after I wrote this..I run because I still love my husband and aren't ready for another man in my life...
About my Loss:
in chronological order:
Dad
21 year old daughter
51 year old cousin
closest friend of 30 years. (she also lost a son)
my only sibling to suicide at 51
both in-laws who I cared for a week apart
my husband to lung and bone cancer after a 3 1/2 year fight...and he fought...
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Comment Wall:

  • JL

    Hi Angela,

    This one is really tough girl. Join a group where u can be active. God is the only solution. Pray for the strength and the courage to hold up.

    Jean

    Aug 19, 2012

  • Cheryl

    Dear Angel ~

        I'm sorry for all you've gone through. I kinda feel like God is saying "Trust Me with this".  Don't through this new relationship under the bus quite yet.  Give it some time and trust God to help you open up your heart again.  Who knows, maybe God is sending you an "angel".  

    <3 Cheryl

    Aug 22, 2012

  • Cheryl

    Hi Ariel, thanks for writing back.  I'm glad I could encourage you a little bit.  I know it's hard.  I hope we can stay in touch.  Hang in there sister.  Enjoy your time with your guy and if i may offer a suggestion.... it would be to just open up and be honest with him.  Tell him that your scared.  You may need a little more time, if so tell him.  Or tell him you want to take it slow.  He'll understand.  If God has placed him in your life, he will be there, with you and for you. Have a good week.  I'll be thinking of you and will pray for comfort and strength on Sunday, k?

    xo

    cheryl

    Aug 22, 2012