Jeannie Porter

Female

Commerce City, CO

United States

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About Me:

I am a gay 57 year old who has just lost my shinning star of 17 years to Ovarian Cancer. I am used to being cared for as I have my own medical issues for many years. This
loss was unexpected and heart wrenching. We spent alot of time together. i guess I am high maintence this way..I am said to have a huge since of humor..i just donot know it(so they say) I usually am very honest/sometimes I put my feet in my mouth..socks and all.Then I have to say sorry for being so blunt.I have 2 grandchildre. i have a little poodle.n I adore

About my Loss:

About me is not so important as this question..Ovarian cancer took the most giving,happy,supportive full of life person I had the pleasure to love and be loved by. Oh we had our little poopie moments ,yet happy,laughter was always the end result. and hopefully a lesson learned. :) I am frozen in grief and heart that is so sad I thought I was having a heart attach it hurt so bad..I imagine all of us feel this. perhaps having us spend alot of time with each other makes the phys.loss worse..Is there anything worse then this loss. I am glad she is not in pain and she did have a peacefull passing at the "end" Her parents and our pets must have met her.At least thats what I keep telling myself inbetween the"if"s"

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