My mother died in december of '06. exactly 15 days before Christmas.
It was a drug overdose that killed her, but she was not an addict. She was very sickly her whole life and every time she got a back pain or a migraine, all the damn doctor did was prescribe another medication. She didn't know what she was doing and she took more than she needed because the drugs messed her up.
I had become accustomed to her drowsiness. In her last years, she was rarely ever herself. I missed her even before I lost her for real. It was like she was dead before she dead.
I'm still dealing with all these emotions and I need help to work them out. I need someone to listen. I miss my mom so much. I was so much like her, and I connected with her more than anyone else. I still needed her...
My mom passed away in April and it's been the hardest thing I have ever went through, but I can't even imagine what it must be like to lose your mother at your age, Amber. I know how much you still need her, especially in your teen years. You are in my thoughts and prayers...
Diana, Grief Recovery Coach
Welcome to the community.
Feb 2, 2009
Diana, Grief Recovery Coach
Feb 2, 2009
Amy S
Amy
Feb 6, 2009
Diana, Grief Recovery Coach
I'm wondering how you are today.
(((((hugs)))))
Diana
Feb 7, 2009
Amy S
There is no doubt in my mind your mom would be very proud of the young woman she brought into this world. You just seem amazing!
Thanks for your kid words and support. It really helps to know there are other people out there who know what I'm going through.
Amy
Feb 8, 2009