One of my daddy's 3 sisters died yesterday. Geography kept me from being really close with her, but just knowing that she's not on this earth makes me sad. She had Alzheimer's, so I know she's much happier today. She's also reunited with both of her brothers, parents, and husband. It also makes me miss my daddy more than usual, if that's even possible.
me 2 danny miss my dad ill feal wors tomro i will bean bday him not hear 2 selbrate wth me a lot of famlys gon wish i feal bad abot it id rathr hav famly thn gifts any day i do famly is bigest gift we cud ever get dont no if it sonds silly or not
sorry for yore loss gramokie i lost a dear anti in july ths yr i wz so close 2 her she wz 81 she wud of bean 82 if she had not died
i wish my daddy wz hwar 2 kp me up i thng we all nead our loved 1s hear so we cud be happy agin
daddddddddddddddddd i miss u 2 day iv trned 40 i wish u wear hear i fel so broken coz u r not hear a lot of famlys gon i feal so broken i do id rathr hav loved 1s hear thn a gift i do
th again i miss u evry day i shud say 2 day it kills me a lot it dos coz u r ot hear lk evry 1 else its not hear im not put nmes on coz it will tk for ever it will
I lost my dad ( 01/23/2014 ) just a year ago and for a long time I was too busy taking care of every one else so it was not real for me. I knew at some point it would hit me like a ton of bricks. Well, it did. The day before my 40th birthday in July. Of course I was at work when I fell apart and I just have not been right since. People keep telling me it should be getting better by now but it's not. Does anyone know what I am taking about?
Carey, I know how you feel when everyone is telling you that you should "get better" No one can tell you when you should feel better and how you should process your grief. I have found that grief for me comes in waves sometimes it does feel like a ton of bricks.
Thank you very much Sarah & Jo B. Some days I feel like no one understands how devastating it is to lose someone who was so special to you. I did a tribute tattoo on my thigh with his Signature under the picture. I break down frequently and I never know when it will come but I am still grieving. I am so sorry for your loss as well. I know how hard it is
few i dnt dre post i no he us 2 sing a funny song lk u will never get 2 heven sky blu hair if u baldy u hav curly hair he cudnt sing but he did sing silly song lk ths he did
i wish he wz still hear wish all our dads or loved 1s wz still hear
It is a year and 10 months since my father passed away. I just got back to my parents home to help mu mom. Her health has not been great since my father passed away. I was here with my mom for a year since my father passed away. I took up a temporary job recently that did not work out and I came back to my parents home a week back, I feel the loss even more. Just before my father passed away we had gone for a trip where both of us me and my father got a cold. I got a severe cold first then my father got it and for him it later turned to mild pnemonia. He completely recovered but suddenly he got a massive heart attack. I used to feel that maybe if I had not gone with them to that trip, he would not have got a cold and he would have lived. I am having the same empty feeling again and again I am getting this feeling. I am miserable. I know I will get over this but it is very hard. Everyday I feel I should have avoided that trip and he would have lived.
hi I'm new here, I joined this site because my dad died from alcoholism and it's not the easiest thing and I don't really have anyone in my life who relates, besides my family, and it's awful so I wanted to reach out to you all. rip daddio
2 day it got me saw fathrs day cards in windaw of shop 2 day evn metalc ballons fathrs dad or for my daddy i feal lk a ig kid coz it got 2 me i no it will get 2 all of us its on my dad foram
I think about my dad in all the little things I see, I miss him in the moments that are filled with his memories and my heart aches. I miss him when the sun is shining or when it's raining. The fact that I can not just call him anymore hurts so bad. I know that he is no longer suffering but the grief that I experience on a daily basis longs to have him back here on earth!
HELP.. does anyone know how to report someone who is doing bad stuff in here? Somebody is posting really evil stuff in After Death Experiences... about casting death spells.. and in chat some person called Jonak is posting and reposting something suspicious.. how do we BLOCK them and REPORT THEM???
I lost my dad in January, one day after my 40th birthday. Word can't describe how much I miss him. We've gotten through a lot of the firsts...birthday, Father's Day, anniversary, etc. he was supposed to be 70 this year. He passed away in the hospital rather suddenly. He's not in pain anymore, but I wear my sports gear in his memory. He taught me everything I know about sports. I love him.
I'm 46 and my Dad died four weeks ago. Both my sisters and my Mum talk of a heaviness in their chest with their grief and I feel so guilty because I don't have this feeling. I miss my Dad so so much and I know people say it gets better but I can't see a day when it will "get better". My grief is compounded by the fact that I broke up with my partner 3 weeks before my Dad died so I'm probably mourning that loss as well. I live with my 16 year old daughter and she has been great with me, cuddling me when I've cried and listened when I've needed her to but I know that she's missing her Papa dreadfully as well so I try not to burden her. Thanks xx
I lost my dad a month ago and being his only daughter and baby it feels everyday keeps getting tougher. What makes it worst...He was on holiday with me for 5 weeks in the UK as I live here...a month later he passed on.
Hi Lucy, my dad died 6 weeks ago, on Sunday August 30th, 10:25 a.m....and Sunday's are the hardest for me, and every sunday gets a little harder..it was last sunday that i found this site. I joined this site just for this group, because of my dad...His name is Jeff Hale...he was 56 and died from alcohol..cirrhosis to be exact. I spent 3 day cleaning his bodily fluids up in his apt, because he refused to go to the hospital. Instead, he locked the door and "rode it out"...he literally bled out in the apt. I refused to allow a cleaning crew clean it up, because i was not going to allow anyone to talk ill of him in his apt amongst his things...the only things that we have left of him. I had his back, he always knew i did...and i guarantee at some point as he was dieing, he thought, "Coartney will clean this up"...I am new but plan on checking in daily here, so if you wanna talk, i'm here. It'll most likely be late evening when i get on because that's when it the hardest...when there's nothing to occupy my mind; when the world is asleep. Good luck Lucy.. btw, that's my dad with me in the picture.
i miss my dad thng bak wen i wz a kid terfid of monsrts undr my bed or bgi man cryn wen iwz a kid my dad wud d o his bst 2 2 get rid of so caled bogu bogi man evn 2 monsts undr bed it terfid me it did
on hear i speek my dad no 1 tells me off or way i feal or tels me off 4 missin him so mush
he wud evn get rid of spyders coz thy terfi me thy do i wz screem hose dwn if 1 gt in my dad wud get rud of thm 4 me or a big danny lng legs he wud ge r id pt thm bk ot sd he did
dream moon JO B
so sorry david dont let any 1 tell u 2 get over or dont let any 1 tell u shud feal lk ths u no hw u feal
dannys rht tk it slowly
if im on chat i will try 2 say hi 2 u if i can
Oct 8, 2014
Danny
slow for the first 24 months for sure...
Nov 1, 2014
dream moon JO B
its bean slow non stop for me danny
dnt no if its coz of mukti loss on top or i cnt get over it wish i get sic of bean told its easy dont no hw its easy 1s it say it hav nvr had a loss
Nov 2, 2014
Danny
I miss Dad a lot all the time
Nov 14, 2014
gramaokie
One of my daddy's 3 sisters died yesterday. Geography kept me from being really close with her, but just knowing that she's not on this earth makes me sad. She had Alzheimer's, so I know she's much happier today. She's also reunited with both of her brothers, parents, and husband. It also makes me miss my daddy more than usual, if that's even possible.
Nov 14, 2014
dream moon JO B
me 2 danny miss my dad ill feal wors tomro i will bean bday him not hear 2 selbrate wth me a lot of famlys gon wish i feal bad abot it id rathr hav famly thn gifts any day i do famly is bigest gift we cud ever get dont no if it sonds silly or not
sorry for yore loss gramokie i lost a dear anti in july ths yr i wz so close 2 her she wz 81 she wud of bean 82 if she had not died
i wish my daddy wz hwar 2 kp me up i thng we all nead our loved 1s hear so we cud be happy agin
Nov 14, 2014
dream moon JO B
40 tromo i feal lk it will go wong coz 2 mush death has hapend it haz
Nov 14, 2014
dream moon JO B
daddddddddddddddddd i miss u 2 day iv trned 40 i wish u wear hear i fel so broken coz u r not hear a lot of famlys gon i feal so broken i do id rathr hav loved 1s hear thn a gift i do
th again i miss u evry day i shud say 2 day it kills me a lot it dos coz u r ot hear lk evry 1 else its not hear im not put nmes on coz it will tk for ever it will
dad miss u 2 mush
Nov 15, 2014
Danny
tough
Nov 15, 2014
dream moon JO B
it is danny
death mess us up so not fair
Nov 15, 2014
dream moon JO B
Nov 23, 2014
dream moon JO B
2 dad merry xmas
wish u wear still hear wish evry 1 wz still its gon it dnt feal reall any mre it dnt
Dec 24, 2014
dream moon JO B
happy new yr dad for 2015 wish u wear stil hear
Dec 31, 2014
Danny
indeed happy new year Dad as well
Dec 31, 2014
dream moon JO B
dad miss u so mush wish u wear still hear
Jan 14, 2015
Carey
I lost my dad ( 01/23/2014 ) just a year ago and for a long time I was too busy taking care of every one else so it was not real for me. I knew at some point it would hit me like a ton of bricks. Well, it did. The day before my 40th birthday in July. Of course I was at work when I fell apart and I just have not been right since. People keep telling me it should be getting better by now but it's not. Does anyone know what I am taking about?
Feb 5, 2015
Sarah
Carey, I know how you feel when everyone is telling you that you should "get better" No one can tell you when you should feel better and how you should process your grief. I have found that grief for me comes in waves sometimes it does feel like a ton of bricks.
Feb 8, 2015
dream moon JO B
me 2 carey i get sic of bean told i shud be ok now or i shud get over it but im sp meset up coz of my dads death thn loss on top after him
i agrea sarah bricks i feal as if im bured under a lot of briks i do
so sorry for yore loss carey u 2 sarah
Feb 8, 2015
Carey
Thank you very much Sarah & Jo B. Some days I feel like no one understands how devastating it is to lose someone who was so special to you. I did a tribute tattoo on my thigh with his Signature under the picture. I break down frequently and I never know when it will come but I am still grieving. I am so sorry for your loss as well. I know how hard it is
Feb 8, 2015
dream moon JO B
yea i no it feals so sad silly thngs sets us off 2 cry now carey
i wish i wz person i wz in 2011 or 2010 or 1990s or 1980s or 1970s but a lot of her died 2 u cud say im not me person i wz
Feb 11, 2015
Sarah
Feb 21, 2015
Sarah
Feb 21, 2015
dream moon JO B
got lots a lot of us hav sarah
few i dnt dre post i no he us 2 sing a funny song lk u will never get 2 heven sky blu hair if u baldy u hav curly hair he cudnt sing but he did sing silly song lk ths he did
i wish he wz still hear wish all our dads or loved 1s wz still hear
Feb 22, 2015
dream moon JO B
fealin very low dads anvrsy on 3rd it seams 2 get wrse not easy i wish i cud drop d i do way i feal
say 1sy yr is hrd so is 2nd 1 i thng 3rd 1 is evn bloody hrder pain seams 2 get 2 big
i dnt no if its anvrsy on 3rd or loss non stop i feal as if god has it in for me
yea im so mad at him/her i am i wz on vimeo song i saw yea i feal it i do
cry me a river link http://vimeo.com/96822173 cry me a river embed
Mar 1, 2015
l
It is a year and 10 months since my father passed away. I just got back to my parents home to help mu mom. Her health has not been great since my father passed away. I was here with my mom for a year since my father passed away. I took up a temporary job recently that did not work out and I came back to my parents home a week back, I feel the loss even more. Just before my father passed away we had gone for a trip where both of us me and my father got a cold. I got a severe cold first then my father got it and for him it later turned to mild pnemonia. He completely recovered but suddenly he got a massive heart attack. I used to feel that maybe if I had not gone with them to that trip, he would not have got a cold and he would have lived. I am having the same empty feeling again and again I am getting this feeling. I am miserable. I know I will get over this but it is very hard. Everyday I feel I should have avoided that trip and he would have lived.
Mar 15, 2015
dream moon JO B
dad miss u wish u wear still hear
Mar 19, 2015
dream moon JO B
2 day i tryed a kit kat 1s t in agss after i had it i flt sic i wz sic it wz 1 og my dads favrts it wz
Mar 25, 2015
Isabel Rav
hi I'm new here, I joined this site because my dad died from alcoholism and it's not the easiest thing and I don't really have anyone in my life who relates, besides my family, and it's awful so I wanted to reach out to you all. rip daddio
Apr 2, 2015
dream moon JO B
im so sorry isabel its bean abt 3yrs for me sisne my dad died he wz 76 bu it still dnt feal real it dnt
he had a stroke but wz geting bter he wz thn he got put on a hrbl wrd wear nasty bitchs nrse did not giv a dam
Apr 3, 2015
dream moon JO B
May 13, 2015
Danny
Dad is missed everyday.
May 15, 2015
dream moon JO B
2 day it got me saw fathrs day cards in windaw of shop 2 day evn metalc ballons fathrs dad or for my daddy i feal lk a ig kid coz it got 2 me i no it will get 2 all of us its on my dad foram
May 21, 2015
Danny
Fathers day coming up its tough
May 27, 2015
dream moon JO B
i no danny
hear ads fathers day gitfs 2 by yore dad i wish i cud all il be getng happy fathrs day ballons thn blow thn up thn let thm go its all i can do
Jun 17, 2015
dream moon JO B
dad miss u
dad miss u
Jun 20, 2015
dream moon JO B
i gt thm off imges i did
dad miss u
Jun 20, 2015
Shanna
I think about my dad in all the little things I see, I miss him in the moments that are filled with his memories and my heart aches. I miss him when the sun is shining or when it's raining. The fact that I can not just call him anymore hurts so bad. I know that he is no longer suffering but the grief that I experience on a daily basis longs to have him back here on earth!
Aug 10, 2015
dream moon JO B
i do 2 shanna
i miss him so mush i doi
Aug 11, 2015
dream moon JO B
Aug 16, 2015
Dolly
HELP.. does anyone know how to report someone who is doing bad stuff in here? Somebody is posting really evil stuff in After Death Experiences... about casting death spells.. and in chat some person called Jonak is posting and reposting something suspicious.. how do we BLOCK them and REPORT THEM???
Aug 22, 2015
Aimee Souders
Aug 31, 2015
dream moon JO B
im so sorry aimee
my dad tort me sport 2 he did wen i wz a kid he tort me hw 2 kik a ball he did he died in 2012 he wud of bean 80 ths yr if he livd
im 40 2 i am be 41 end of yr well in nov bday dnt feal lk bday thy dnt
sad thgn is im not fit do sports nw lk i wz wen i wz teen i luvd ball gams i did
Aug 31, 2015
Sarah
I'm 46 and my Dad died four weeks ago. Both my sisters and my Mum talk of a heaviness in their chest with their grief and I feel so guilty because I don't have this feeling. I miss my Dad so so much and I know people say it gets better but I can't see a day when it will "get better". My grief is compounded by the fact that I broke up with my partner 3 weeks before my Dad died so I'm probably mourning that loss as well. I live with my 16 year old daughter and she has been great with me, cuddling me when I've cried and listened when I've needed her to but I know that she's missing her Papa dreadfully as well so I try not to burden her. Thanks xx
Sep 22, 2015
dream moon JO B
sory
fr yore lpss loss typo errpr
dad died in 2012 im stllmes still mr mest up coz of it sum days im ok sum days it feals lk its hapend it doze
sorru sorry abot typo errs errors bad spelin lots fealin a bt in my rgt arm
Sep 22, 2015
lucy
Hi all
Hope you well,.
I lost my dad a month ago and being his only daughter and baby it feels everyday keeps getting tougher. What makes it worst...He was on holiday with me for 5 weeks in the UK as I live here...a month later he passed on.
Oct 18, 2015
dream moon JO B
im so sorry fr yore lucy lucy im my dads only blood u cud say bt he lovd my sustr brth lk his onw he did
Oct 19, 2015
Coartney Hale
Hi Lucy, my dad died 6 weeks ago, on Sunday August 30th, 10:25 a.m....and Sunday's are the hardest for me, and every sunday gets a little harder..it was last sunday that i found this site. I joined this site just for this group, because of my dad...His name is Jeff Hale...he was 56 and died from alcohol..cirrhosis to be exact. I spent 3 day cleaning his bodily fluids up in his apt, because he refused to go to the hospital. Instead, he locked the door and "rode it out"...he literally bled out in the apt. I refused to allow a cleaning crew clean it up, because i was not going to allow anyone to talk ill of him in his apt amongst his things...the only things that we have left of him. I had his back, he always knew i did...and i guarantee at some point as he was dieing, he thought, "Coartney will clean this up"...I am new but plan on checking in daily here, so if you wanna talk, i'm here. It'll most likely be late evening when i get on because that's when it the hardest...when there's nothing to occupy my mind; when the world is asleep. Good luck Lucy.. btw, that's my dad with me in the picture.
Oct 21, 2015
dream moon JO B
im so sorry coartney u 2 lucy evry on hear its lost thr dads is so hrd
Oct 22, 2015
dream moon JO B
i miss my dad thng bak wen i wz a kid terfid of monsrts undr my bed or bgi man cryn wen iwz a kid my dad wud d o his bst 2 2 get rid of so caled bogu bogi man evn 2 monsts undr bed it terfid me it did
on hear i speek my dad no 1 tells me off or way i feal or tels me off 4 missin him so mush
he wud evn get rid of spyders coz thy terfi me thy do i wz screem hose dwn if 1 gt in my dad wud get rud of thm 4 me or a big danny lng legs he wud ge r id pt thm bk ot sd he did
soorry f im rablin on 2 mush
Oct 22, 2015
dream moon JO B
dad miss u wish u wear stillll hear
Nov 15, 2015