I know how you feel. I lost my mom Jan 6, 2019 and it is so raw and all I do is cry. I was in the room when she passed and had been all day. My regret is I wasn't holding her hand when she took her last breath. She had dementia and I saw her 3 days a week for several years solid for 2 and now she's gone and I don't know what to do with myself. I miss her so much. I am second guessing everything I ever said or did with her and for her.

Hi, I lost my Mom in March 2022. Like you I just wish I had been by her side. I wish I'd got to tell her one more time that I loved her.

Hi I lost my Mom too this past March 2022 and my Father this past June. I wish I was able to say goodbye to each of them. I find it hard to cope every day.