"Till death do us part", a letter to my husband

How do I begin to thank you for the life you have given me. A life that included 4 loving children, 4 beautiful grandchildren and memories that will last forever.We had more then the romantic love we had when we first met almost 40 years ago. That fades with time. Through the ups and downs, fights and reconciliations, laughter and tears we had something more. We had true love, commitment, trust, and most importantly we had friendship. 

Since 1975 we have been together to celebrate every important day,  and holiday celebrations. They will never be the same.

When I walked down the aisle and took your hand December 9,1978 I made a vow to you " Till death do us part", , on November 27, 2013 I took your hand for the last time. I'm happy I was there to hold your hand when you took your last breath. I pray you know how much I miss you and thank you for all you have given me. My dear Paul I love you and miss you every day. 

Widow as a newlywed

When i got married March 25th 2019 was one of the Best days of my life i was marrying the man of my Dreams,My best friend,My soul mate. Even though it was one of the happiest day of my life but it was also a sad day.Because i was marrying the man of my Dreams knowing that i only had a little time left with him. He was diagnosed in December of 2018 of stage 4 lung and kidney cancer that day was one of the worst days of our lives. I thought but when the time came and he took his last breath that morning was the worst day of my life.