Losing Someone to Drug Overdose

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If you've lost someone you loved due to them overdosing on drugs, let's talk about it here.

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the lost of my love to heroin

by Cathy

Aug 11, 2017

i lost my love june,14,2017 I loved my boyfriend very much and I cared about him a lot too.I never thought I would be without him right now this is the hardest situation I have ever face.We had been dating for only a couple months but I thought I was going to spend my life with him he was my heart.But sadly I found out the day he used he relapse and it was the very last time I would see him becuse he overdose that night. I cry everyday still and sometimes I feel like it's not fair because we had our whole life ahead of us. I feel very empty and lonely at times and I do have family that care about me but this I have no words.
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    Stacie

    I'm so sorry for your loss. I lost my boyfriend in October of 2016 in a very similar situation. We had been dating for 7 months when he passed. I knew he was the one I wanted to spend the rest of my life with. I think it's hard not to feel robbed of your future.

    Sending lots of love and prayers your way
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    Aug 11, 2017

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      Gina M

      So very sorry. I understand how heartbreaking. I lost my soulmate, my husband, to fentanyl laced drugs, facedown in the hotel room, I got a phone call, didn't even know he was doing drugs.

      Faith is the only thing that has gotten me through.

      I understand the emptiness you feel, and I understand the uncertainty looking forward. It has been a year and a half, and the emptiness I feel goes with me everywhere. It gets easier to cope with because u learn to live with it.

      I talk to him as if he is here, and I talk to God a lot. I've asked for comfort in knowing he is with me, and I have gotten some signs, but I'm still skeptical. I have very deep faith, I just don't know if another side can let us know they are with us.

      I'm so sorry for your loss, there is a closed Facebook group if you are interested in it, email me and I can give you the name Jeeenah@gmail.com. It has been a saving grace for me, and I've met many friends, unfortunately wish that I didn't have to, but they've been my rock

      Hugs.
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      Aug 12, 2017

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        Clem

        I'm sorry for your loss Cathy. We lost our oldest son in May to a Heroin overdose. He seemed to be doing well and one relapse / use killed him. 3 months later and we still cry and miss him. I can tell you that grief will never go away but neither will our love for our son or your love for your boyfriend. We are trying to find our way to move on in this new world without our son's presence and hope you find your way in your new world also.  Try to remember all the happy times you shared with him for those memories can never die.

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        Aug 14, 2017