Losing a Sister

For anyone woman who has lost a sister.

Sissy

I lost my Sister less than 3 weeks ago in accident. It has been really hard. She was my only sibling. I feel guilty for feeling like she abandoned me. I've been putting all of my energy into my parents and my children. In the last week I've started having nightmares and panic attacks. I'm so overwhelmed that I don't know what to do. I find myself being angry because everyone keeps asking about my Parents and Children. What about me? I lost her too!