Lonely orphan

I miss my parents.  Mom died in September and Dad died in December 2010.  I feel so alone, even when there are people around me.  The problem is nobody really understands how I feel.  My mom was my best friend, she was ALWAYS there for me no matter what.  I know nothing will bring my parents back.  How do I accept what has happened and move on?  With Christmas coming up it is really tough, everyone is in a happy mood, planning holidays.  And I just want to run out of the mall or shops when I hear Christmas carols or see Christmas decorations :( 

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Permalink Reply by Amanda Ab on December 6, 2011 at 1:26pm

Sorry for your looses.

I understand you. I too dont want to see or hear anything regarding Christmas. I am listening to the radio and i turn it off as i hear a xmas song. I feel good envy towards others who are in the xmas mood and happy, but cant feel to have the empty feeling and loneliness insde that i will not be in that happy mood or have any plans for holidays. I just want them all over, all over soon!!

I am here, if you ever need a friend.

 

Take Care,

 

Amanda

Permalink Reply by Nicole on December 7, 2011 at 12:49am

Hi Amanda.  I also cannot wait for holidays to be over.  I have a big family and will spend Christmas with them. But it won't be the same without my parents.  My thoughts and prayers are with you during this time. 

Permalink Reply by Lynette Lachinski on December 11, 2011 at 4:45pm

Both of my parents are gone too. My mom has been gone for 10 years and my dad has been gone since August. I am having a hard time at this time of the year too. All I do is lay around and cry, missing my parents. I do understand how you feel; I feel the same:(

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