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4 months today, that I no longer hear his voice, or see him. 4 months, that my dreams and hopes died. 4 months, of loneliness and depression. 4 months today, that my loved husband past away. I can say that it has not gotten easier. I think it is more hard as months are passing by. I am getting hit with reality that months are passing by and he is not coming back home. My son is growing and his dad is not here with him to watch him to all the silly things he is doing and share them with me. I continue to cry on a every day basis. Days are longer and more lonely. It hurts so much to know that he is not here with us. People around me seem to be moving on and doing their own things, while I am still here going through this dark tunnel that I do not know where to go? or what to do? or when will I reach the end? I do not know how to be without him? Counting the days until we meet again!
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Amanda boy do I understand. I posted last week about feeling exactly this way. It is not getting easier, it is getting harder because as time goes on the fact my husband and yours is really gone and not coming back sinks in a little more and that reality is a constant stabbing pain. Noone prepares us with the truth that it gets worse. hugs of friendship, and this unkind bond we share.
is been 2 months for me now, i eel everything youre feeling..... i keep asking myself why n never get an answer :( like u to me it seems like it gets harder .... my kids needed their dad n now hes gone forever... it hurts seeing other people go on because we cant do the same... i dont know what to tell u amanda i wish i could make u feel better but i cant even do that for myself.. hang in there n be strong thats all we have
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