I WOULD GIVE ANYTHING TO HAVE MY LIFE BACK :(

AS TIME KEEPS GOING BY.... THINGS SEEM TO BE HARDER... N EVERYTHING I DO I MISS HIM .. AT TIMES I DONT WANT TO BELIEVE IT ..I CANT BELIEVE IT... I MISS MY HUSBAND SO MUCH.. I DONT KNOW HOW TO BE A GOOD MOM TO THEM I DONT EVEN KNOW WHAT TO DO WITH MYSELF.. I WISH I COULD GO TO SLEEP FOR A LONG TIME OR EVEN DIED SO I WONT FEEL THIS EMPTYNESS......THIS PAIN!! I HATE MY NEW LIFE IT DOESNT MAKE ME HAPPY

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Permalink Reply by Amanda Ab on August 29, 2011 at 12:01pm
I feel you, Adriana. Its like we depended so much on our husbands to keep our families together, and now that he is gone, I dont know how to be a good mommy to my son. He wants to be playing and having fun all the time, and I feel bad for not wanting to do any of that stuff. Simply because I am overwhelmed and sad, and cant have a happy face. I get those days like you too, when I just want to be over with all of this agony and not move on.
Permalink Reply by adriana gonzalez on September 3, 2011 at 9:51pm
i know amanda i dont think our lifes will ever be the same.... i wish i could understand why this happend but will never get answers for that :(

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