I've been home since sunday.. I can't even believe my self I'm ok being here when so many times I couldn't be here ... I don't know why but I felt it in my heart to come back .. I was having dreams about my house ... N then one morning my sister woke up crying telling me that she had a dream ,that she saw my husband n he told her I'm ok it was my time to go , that he say but I'm worried about the house .. Right there n then I knew I had to go home.. Is like he found the way to tell me to go home.. I always remember he would always want me to stay home n he would leave if we had an arguement.. I know in my heart my husband wanted me here . ... God keeps surprising me with the streght he keep giving me ..