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MY WIFE PASS AWAY AUG 11 2017 TO BRAIN CANCER 2 MONTHS AFTER THEY TOLD HER SHE HAD BRAIN WE HAVE BEEN MARRIED FOR 22 YEARS AND WE STARTED REALLY GETTING ALONE GREAT THE PAST 5 YEARS WE HAD STRUGGLES IN THE PAST. I BEEN UNFAITHFUL IN THE MARRIAGE THAT SHE DID NOT EVER KNOW I SAID THING I WISH I NEVER SAID AND I ALWAYS HATED MYSELF FOR THOSE THINGS I HATE MYSELF EVEN MORE NOW BECAUSE I JUST WANT HER TO IM SORRY SO MUCH THAT SHE WAS THE GREATEST PERSON I EVER KNOWN THAT I ALL WANT IS FOR HER KNOW HOW GREAT SHE WAS FOR ME UP UNTIL HER LAST 2 WEEKS DOCTOR SAID SHE WAS GOING TO BE OK THEN SHE GOT WORSE THEY GAVE HER A WEEK TO A MONTH TO LIVE SHE LIVED 2 WEEKS I BROUGHT HER HOME UNDER THE HELP OF HOSPICE AND I PRAYING SO HARD FOR GOD TO SAVE HER. SHE WAS A GREAT MOTHER WE HAVE A AUTISM SON THAT SHE WAS SO GOOD WITH AND HE ONLY NINETEEN WHICH SHE WAS HIS BEST FRIEND TO.I WANTED GOD TO TAKE ME NOT HER BECAUSE SHE DID NOT DESERVE TO DIE TAKE ME I STILL CANT GET NO MOTIVATION TO DO ANYTHING I NIGHT SOMETIMES I JUST WANT TO BUT I KEEP TELLING MYSELF I GOT FINISH WHAT SHE STARTED WITH MY SON AND HELP MAKE SURE HE GOING TO BE OKAY BUT I JUST WANT TO HAVE A LITTLE PIECE AND FOR HER TO KNOW HOW TRULY SORRY I AM AND IF SHE WAS STILL HERE I WOULD CHERISH EVERY MINUTE BECAUSE I KNOW KNOW THAT IT MAY NOT BE FOREVER I WILL ALWAYS LOVE HER FOREVER
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