I don't think it's hit me yet...

7 days after the death of my wife.
I am not sure what I should be feeling,
but it's not familiar.

Not that I am not still sad, mad, etc.

This feels more like a level of comfort with a background of pure fear. I don't know what it is fear of. But it is there.
Fear of an unexpected future? Maybe.
Fear of a monster in the shadows? Maybe.

Has anyone else had this?

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Permalink Reply by Jason on March 5, 2016 at 3:25am
Thank you, Alice.

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