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Hi- I am new. I lost my mother 10 months ago and my brother 4 months ago. My Dad has just been diagnosed with alzheimers. I am really having a tough time. I loved my brother very much- he died from cancer. I had a confusing relationship with my Mom, but loved her. She died suddenly in a car accident. I am trapped by huge guilt. I know guilt is "worthless", but it is wearing me down. I Just want my Mom to know that I did love her.

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Permalink Reply by dream moon JO B on October 6, 2015 at 3:53pm

so sorry lily

had so mush loss sinse 2012

nw mums gt brws brest c memry probs

gon off rall ralls a bit im 40 yr s ld gon off ralls i no its poor exsuse

Permalink Reply by Aright on December 31, 2015 at 6:42pm

I know how you feel. I thought I was the only one with this kind of loss. I am so sorry, I lost my mom suddenly, my sister was in a car accident that left her, well severely disabled, and my father he has some sort of neurological disease. They believe it may be alzheimer's, but are doing further tests.  

I cried the other day because I missed y mom. We had the same sort of relationship. I wish I told her I loved her more, I wish she knew how much I appreciate what she has done for us. I want to tell her how sorry I am. I feel so alone sometimes. Anyway I know how you feel.

 

Permalink Reply by dream moon JO B on January 1, 2016 at 8:57am

nw we no mums gt demsa she haz sisne dad died my lifs gon so bad so mush loss in 1212 i mnt 2012  typo error 

thn 2013 1213 2014 2015 im dredin 2016 

bt ths demsa is so nasty i no 

Permalink Reply by Lily Lily Rose on January 16, 2016 at 7:53am

To Ariel: Thank you for sharing. I appreciate your words. It's still getting worse for me emotionally. And now my closest friend has a type of cancer that the doctors say "always returns". I am caring for my father with dementia, I see less and less of his true self every day.

Permalink Reply by Eve on August 13, 2016 at 2:08am
Lily, Airiel and JO,
SOOO sorry for all your losses.
I don't know what to say except that you aren't alone.

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