As my now 3 yr old is growing and time passing by; things seem to get harder and I find myself crying more but having to know hide my tears from my son who know realizes when there is something wrong with me.. He got sick over xmas and I found myself alone at the hospital doing all on my own now. It breaks my heart to know my son was taken away from having a Father! From my husband raising our son as he so much had wanted to be here for him and be the best Dad!.. This just seems to be so unfair to know that a coward who is sitting in a jail cell is to blame for my pain and for my son not to have his Daddy here to play, teach him boy stuff and most of all give him love and affection.

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I know exactly how you feel, I have a now 7 and 3 year old they need their dad so much and so do I. It's hard to raise kids together but alone is soooo much harder and mine are boys. There is just something about them that needs a dad. I am sorry for your loss.

I have my 27 year old stepson that lives with me and he is spitting image of my husband and my 3 year old keeps wanting to call him daddy, and he tells him "No I am your big brother" It's so hard.

I know how you feel my now 1 year old will never know his dad. My fiancé died January 2012. I also have a 7 year old from a previous relationship. My fiancé raised my older son since he was 3. My oldest struggles with not having him around. He misses dinner at night n playing video games with him. My son plays soccer n he always looks over as if he is waiting for him to show up.

As for the little one he kisses n says daddy when he sees his pictures. I hate that he won't have memories of his dad. He was 4 months old when his dad died. His dad wanted a child so bad. He was so happy to hold his baby boy n now he's gone.

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