Quote:  "You need to stop acting silly; go out and have fun.  My cousin lost her husband and she keeps busy by going out with her "DAUGHTER". (End Quote.)

OMG REALLY???? How dare he compare my greif of losing my only child my "DAUGHTER"; unexpectly and suddenly; to his cousin losing her husband to cancer.  Granted any loss is horible and I feel for her but she knew and was able to prepare her self for that day and say ""goodbye". 

I didn't get to say "goodbye".  I didn't get to see my child before she died. He really upset me.  I couldn't even talk to him anymore.  I'm tired, I'm scared and I'm alone with no one to lean on at home. 

I can't lean on my mother due to my she suffers from Altzheimers.  My dad however is wonderful but he is suffering from his own morning for the loss of his only grand-child, plus he morns for my morning.  So, I'm trying to be strong for him and I will not let him see me fall apart.  Plus he takes care of my mother.  Friends are becoming distant and they have their own lives and family to take care of my mother. 

I'm just alone in this.  And I know there is someone out there who is experiencing the same thing.