1 week ago i was sick been in the E.r this week and when i come home i had a shadow crossed from me and told me Go see the Doctor, and she told me to get checked out, deeply i know i miss my mom but i think she was looking down on me and making sure i was taken care off. as my surgey date coming up i am missing my moma because she was the one there for me for surgeys and taking me to these things and back home to her house and until i was better , now i am on my own and dont have her no more wut do u do.. deeply i know she is with her family now but what about me. i am lost with out her still and its going on 2 years in nov. i really hope this will give me peace and plus for everyone else whos going throu the same thing as i am.