stress of loss 2 mush bad shit

im strest i am plsd dnt hav a go or juge me wored abot mom coz of th big goin arnd evry 1 iv gt it shes got bt shes got it shes so frale im wored coz of it iv had so mush loss so mush bad piss or shit goin on plsd dnt be mad it me 

evry 1 i luv bad thnfs hapen 2htm sisne lozin my dad iv seam 2 loss pepelor thy get sic evry days thy do its lk im  a jinx i am i am a  jinx i no i am 

dad  dieds getin betr frm a strioke he wz i thrt grt im getin my dad vac agan i am wong he wz getin betr but he died on 3.32012 of wot postmrt saed full of bull sht 

thn a loss evry mth aftr he died i nevr had a chang 2 griv for my dad coz wz hlpin my mom grif fro ort ppe befr or on top i wz

thn 2013 still loss i thngt grt new yr woz i wong so mish frigin loss agani it woz thn 2014 it hapnd agan 2015 agan thn 2016 agan only 1 it got my loss wz my fur kid of 16 yrs she did humns thrt iwz aft slf pity or sypty or ateson all i wnt wz suprt not slf pty lyck r yeld it or tld way i shid feal

2 day tryn 2 get mom i thrt wrst id di just ths bug goin arnd but im so tesnt up woted i am coz shes so wk frale i am im wored abot wst goin 2 hapne i dnt wnt be on my own if it duz i dnt 

sorry if iv gon on 2 mush bt i need 1 of my vents i do hear i can do it on

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Comment by dream moon JO B on February 3, 2017 at 12:32pm

thnx anne thng i let thng get 2 me yday i did habis ths viris  goin arnd 2 mom worin me i no shes not get betr on/alz/dem 

Comment by dream moon JO B on February 2, 2017 at 5:55pm

sorry im so stres i am moms not strng no mor shes not so im wored sorrrry

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