so broken, empty

the emptiness is taking over, a few weeks ago I tried to take my own life to be with my son, I wished it had worked. I need to hold him, see his face again. to go on without him, no I cant any more.  theres nothing left without shawn,  this loneliness is unbearable,  no one can help me any more, I just need to be with him, that's all I want. forgive me shawn, ill be with you soon, I promise,  love always and forever   mom

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Comment by kim on February 24, 2016 at 7:01am

thank you  alice and bluebird, I don't think anything will ever help me, I just want to be with my son. thank you for careing. I hope and pray for you both   hugs  kim

Comment by bluebird on February 23, 2016 at 10:46pm

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