shes your only world

I can see where Iam going to go absolutly nuts unless I do something with my life.Unfortuntly my worthless therapist just sits there and listens to me talk about something or anything. I have yet been really suicidal I think we all think about (or some of us do ). Anyway I suggested I hike down a popular trail near where I workd and he said "yea that would be a good idea" I would think he would help introduce me to a therapy group. So Iam put in the position where I have to get enough courage to go to these things on my own,which I haven,t done yet which is defeating me.However I have a good ole fashion of depression .No I miss her.in a sense she made my life a living hell ,but in the mean time I was wasting my life away in a small way. I still loved her and was in total shock when she died becasue I did something I thought I would never do and had her breathing tube removed as I type Iam enraged over how her treatment went and don,t know why I don,t at least hold the doctors acountable.

 

Dave

 

 

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Comment by anna l. on January 22, 2013 at 10:11am

Hi Dave,

It seems with the medical system these days you have to tell the doctors what you need instead of the other way around.  I think if you want to discuss how you are feeling with a group of people who would actually understand you need to find a grief support group.  Tell your therapist you want to join a group and you need his help to find one.  Maybe that would get the ball rolling.  In Canada hospice offers after end of life grief councelling for the family.  Maybe there is something similiar where you are.  This is a hard road to walk and more so when you feel like you are walking it alone.  Hugs David.

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