today I went for a small boat ride with my cousin her husband and mine. I thought it would be nice to get out but I was so wrong. I wanted to scream, and cry, all I could think about was my shawn, I knew he would have liked it.  I prayed he was with me. I tried to smile but it was to hard, I just wanted to go to bed and cry. my only dream is to be with my son, I miss him so much love him more then I can say.    love you forever shawn   mom

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Comment by Taylor's mom on August 7, 2014 at 4:58pm
I think that it is great that you got out even if it was hard. I find that I have to do things to keep myself busy in order to not cry all the time. Reading books helps me a lot. One day at a time is all you can do. Hugs!

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