I used to have a picture of my late wife that was printed at a photo booth. It was a head shot and she was looking slightly up as if she was looking to the sky.  I sue to carry that picture with me as I traveled across this country in my semi-truck to remind me of her. She used to come on trips with me as we saw America together and she really enjoyed the various places we visited.  But for some reason the picture, which I put in a basket on the kitchen table is gone.. I don't know what she would have done with it before she committed suicide but its driving my nuts to know that I might have thrown it away.   I am so sad thinking I'll never see that picture again.

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Comment by David A on May 26, 2011 at 8:25pm
Today was much like yesterday with a lot of moments I wish I didn't have to have thinking about my Lisa.  I found out a friend at work lost his 51 year old brother to a heart attack 9 days ago and his dad 3 months ago.  We both agreed that crying in the shower isn't a bad thing and we have to let it out.  We both laughed.  I hope tomorrow bring a little more relief.  I miss her so much.

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