someones death brings home a sense of reality. Ahh what was that"taking life for granted" I don,t or didn,t understand my marraige to Fay. Well anyway its wasn,t lovinging in a normal sense.The early years were the most productive.I don,t think any of us want to approuch the subject of death. I don,t know why I was subject to seeing her go, 

Iam really pissed about her son Never a call ,99 % of the time no answer on emails. I don,t know whats going on. The final curse is years ago I had my prostate taken out(no children by this marriage or any other marriage) prostate is  part of making babies .

anyway

Bye 

Dave