my baby

oh shawn I miss you so bad, my heart is so broken, I feel I just cant do this any more, it hurts so much. today I had to write out a  beautiful piece to put in the paper, oh god how I cryed. it took everything I had to hold it together when I handed it to her to put in the paper. its just not real, I feel you will come home to me, I just keep waiting. please baby let me hear  MOM again, let me hear  I LOVE YOU  again please. im waiting for you and always will. we will be together soon I promise. you fill my heart will love, but right now im so empty and lonely. I wish my tears would take me to you. my  beautiful son, my baby.  you are and always will be the love of my life, love you  mom 

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Comment by Lost & Alone on October 23, 2014 at 7:55pm

My heart rips wide open every time I read your post .... I wish I had a way to help you or a thought of how to help you ... All I can do is be here to just hear what you think ....

I send (((((HUGS)))))

Comment by Bunny on October 21, 2014 at 5:54pm
Kim every time I read a post from you my heart breaks for you a little more. You cannot carry on this way. Have you been to the doctor. I know your pain will never go away but for shawns sake you have to try to function. If he is watching you from heaven his heart is breaking for you. I know how hard it is to ask for help but please do. I am so worried about you

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