It is so hard day to day . I think about my beautiful mom and wonder why did this even happen to her. we should not question things like this but sometimes that is all we have. I miss her terribly and can't stand the fact that I can no longer speak to her or see her. I feel bad for everyone experiencing a loss. It is so hard to just go on and try to function. My mom and I were the best of friends. no one will ever come close to her and her understanding. I feel so empty and lonely even though I have a family. Some people say that time will heal me. I do think that things will be different but through the passage of time there will still be this huge hole in my heart that cannot be repaired. My mom meant the world to me and will always.

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Comment by dream moon JO B on September 22, 2012 at 2:58pm

i no how u feal jayne im the same with my dad and my mum is so lost with out him he even tret my brotherr and sister like his own kids he did its just a pity i cudnt of give him a grand child of his own but i cant hav kids im not upset abot it iv got the cat shes just as good sum tims my brain gose a bit off iv even warket past my own house well mums house with out relizing doing silly thngs the dr told me it takes time or it cud take yrs or u mite never get over it its worse wen im in a shop wen they start playing ballerd music songs wish he liket the tears start in my eyes iv even said its hay fever i no thy dont beleve me i just say or its thm flowers iv beam side on hear evry 1 has a lot in commen in difrent thngs im pleased i fond this web site thers non in my area only for under 25 yr olds 

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