Lost my.only daughter

It has been 15 months since my daughter Denise has passed away. I wake up every morning and wanting to call her like we did every day. She was so full of life and she had everything going for her.She left behind two beautiful  young children.   Denise died of E-Coli. She was not aware that this poison was in her system, while Septic shock  spread  throughout her body very quickly and shut down all her organs,  Denise lived in California ,  while I lived in Florida. so I was not aware how bad it really got.  Through a mother's instinct, I knew in my heart that something was not right, so my husband, being a retired Sheriff ,  called to do a wellness check on Denise, They admitted her into the hospital on Saturday July 25th and my daughter passed away on July 27th  in the middle of the night.  From that moment on, my life is not the same and will never be the same until I am up in heaven with her.  I miss my daughter so much that the pain is so unbearable .  I don't know how to accept the loss of my daughter.  

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Comment by Shari Blough on November 15, 2016 at 1:59pm
Thank you so much John. I am struggling every minute and every hour of the day. I have so many questions unanswered. I wonder if I am going to feel this way for the rest of my life.
Comment by Billy Jo Colt on November 15, 2016 at 7:53am

Hi Shari, I can feel your loss in your sensitive, emotional words. I don't think my loss compares with yours. To lose a daughter, son has to be the most painful. My girlfriend died under similar circumstances. She had diabetes type 1 and was attending a wound clinic. She caught a cross contamination bug and died 3 days latger. That was 3 years ago and I have not come to terms with her loss. All I can offer is a simple hugg from my heart to you and your family. hugggggs, John from Scotland.

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