Just sad.

It has been a year and a half later and it feels like he died before I was born. I went through a hard time grieving but, now I feel the grief again but he feels so far away. I don't know if it is him I am grieving or if there is something else. I just know I am sad and unmotivated to just take life day by day. I want to know how to slow down and take life day by day. I feel like I am on edge for the next thing to happen..good or bad.  Just sad.

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Comment by Mara on March 25, 2013 at 6:39pm

Is such a crazy feeling. I always believed I would feel him around me forever. I can relate so much to what you are saying.

Comment by Melisa C on March 18, 2013 at 6:37am

I also feel my mom is very far away. Like we were together in another life. And in a sense it was another life. I'd like to know how to take away this feeling that I've been cut off from her. How can that be? She's my heart, but instead of feeling she's still with me in a way, I feel empty.

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