Its the day I found out my mom had passed a year ago.

I have much to write about, Background, family history, and other deaths.

But for now. Today. I just mias my mom. I miss her unconditional love. I'm pretty depressed, It felt like a long week...long day today and yesterday. Yesterday was the actual day ahe passed a year ago and as it says, I found out today a year ago. I was working at the time and had to work today and yesterday as well.

In my head I have gone over almost every moment of the last 3 days a year ago..its all I can think about. I love her so much. I was so incredibly blessed to have her as my mom and life without her has lost a lot of meaning and purpose.

I miss my other family that has passed too but I'll write more about that later..

My eyes are tired and my body feels drained. I have never sought a form of grief counseling until this today. I'm grateful to have found this site to have a place to put my thoughts. I have already taken some comfort in reading others posts. Thank you for making this site accessible to people who need it.

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