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So it has been over a year since my dad passed away, and it is coming up on the year mark for my mom. To this day it has been horrible. I feel nothing has changed for me regarding the pain I feel and my daily crying spells. People look at me as if I am going crazy and I feel like I am alone. For some reason I just cant "deal" with the loss of my parents. I am looking for anything and everything to help me through this. I even went to see a medium but it was a pleasant experience but I was hoping to hear a message from my parents but I wasnt one of the lucky ones to get one. I seen a therapist all last year but had stopped because my old therapist moved so I got stuck with a lady who made it seem like she was just there for a paycheck. I know I have severe depression but I dont want to take any type of medication but I dont know what else to do. It hurts to look at pictures, to go to my dad's grave site. My friends tell me to think about the memories I have had with them but that hurts even more. I dont want to think of them because I feel I was shorted. I only got 25 years with them and they only lived to reach 40's. Anyone reading this who has any type of suggestion to help me move one step closer to not crying everyday I would be more than happy to hear. I just miss my parents more than ever and now I am stuck in this world with no one who would love me as much as they did. Life aint fair.
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I know how you feel. My mom was the person who loved me the most, I was the same to her, so now it's like something too valuable has been lost. Tina, can't you get to see another therapist? It's important to get help when we can't cope. I don't like the thought of taking medication either but if it got to the point where it's unbereable I would take them. Just consider it.
i understand how u feal tina my dads anversy is coming up ths sunday whot makes it worse iv ad more loses after him surgate unlce nboz and family friends of the family
i went on line to get a free reading from a sycic but dudnt get any mesages i didnt 3 of thm saed the sam thng tara woz 1 and nora woz 1 and jenna woz 1 the 3 meadims tht sent me the reading emails just saed i let peol treat me like a door mat wish is true i do let peole treat me like adoor mat and iv got a lot of health isues wish woz spot on but i wontet the measage frm my dad but didnt get 1
i try to art and i do take alot of fotos wit my didgal carma if u hav a camra it mite help u take fotos or my litel mini camcorda wish i try to catch life on it if u hav 1 of thm tht mite help usory if iv bean no help
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