I don’t how to move on when…

    ♥  it’s you I want to kiss.
    ♥  the left side is still your side of the bed.
    ♥  your toothbrush is still in the holder. 
    ♥  your razor is in the shower.
    ♥  your clothes are still everywhere.
    ♥  I imagine myself in a white dress, it’s you I’m walking towards to.
    ♥  I dream about being pregnant, it’s you kissing and rubbing my belly.
    ♥  I wanted to say he has his daddy’s eyes.    
    ♥  the last thing you told me was you were on your way home and that you loved me.

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Comment by Kiley on April 7, 2012 at 1:35am

Panni~

Your comment made me cry & smile @ the same time. I never was one for the fairy tale with the white dress or kids until I met him. Just seeing that grin that he would get when he would say I'm going to put a ring on your finger or threaten to hide my birth control pills, made me think so this what true love feels like. It was so hard the first couple of months because I was having severe stomach pains and couldn't keep food down. The start running tests and asked for a sonogram. I cried all the way home cause just seeing that empty screen made me realized that most women seeing that screen are full of hope and all of mine had been shattered.

Comment by irwin Dresner on April 6, 2012 at 3:59pm

Kiley,  I can understand what you are going thru.  My wifes clothes are still in the closet, I also do not sleep

on her side of the bed.  Her stuff is still on the dresser.   Its been 2-1/2 years since my wife passed away. I hardly

get a call from my children who live in other states.  I am an old veteran and I have to manage everything by

myself.  I suffer from severe depression.  I feel that I truly have not a soul in this world.  I keep busy writing

poems and using the computer.    I truly can understand what you are going thru.   I wish you all the luck in the world.     Irwin     

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