I Carry You With Me-You have Not Gone

When you died I thought you had left me  
Now I realize I am forever changed as you will always be within me - I carry you in every part of me
 
My mind cannot think as it is full of our memories, it now carries your thoughts dreams and aspirations too
My eyes cannot see you as I weep both of our tears for the future we have lost.
My voice cannot speak as your voice is in me, overwhelming my own telling me you love and miss me.
My ears cannot hear,as I listen to your whispers of encouragement and your voice that guides me.
My mouth cannot open as your lips are kissing me
My lungs cannot get enough air as I am now breathing for us both.
 
My heart cannot beat the same as it feels heavy and about to break as it is filled with both our love.
My stomach cannot be content with the food I ate as it now digests for us both.
My arms & hands cannot move as yours are holding mine. 
My legs cannot walk without collapsing as I am carrying you with me.
My soul cannot connect with the world as it is now connected with you.
My being will learn to endure the pain of your loss and live anew as you are within me you have not gone !
For Ste GBNF <3 x

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