I am a Ghost

I feel so empty inside.  I am literally on auto pilot.  Going through the motions, and telling people what they want to hear, so they will stop asking me how I am, and go away. I know they are just being caring, but I am tired, and exhausted.  Too exhausted to keep explaining that I am not ok, I am dying inside, so instead I just say "Yeah I am ok."

Does it ever end, or will I spend what time I have left on this miserable planet in misery, and heartache.  Because I feel that is my future, until my time comes.  Without you, there is no life. 

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Comment by emma on October 27, 2016 at 12:11pm

Donna , I feel empty inside to as well and also tired of people asking me if I'm ok or not , my answer is always the same yes I'm ok , the only thing that's helped me for 4 years is me seeing a shrink I can open up to him and he doesn't judge ... I felt like without my dad there is no life and a dark cloud is over me ... You are not alone I'm here if u want to chat

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