Just cried for over 2 hours, that type of cry I call an "ugly, howling" type of cry. I wish I had someone to sit with me when I cry like that. Don't have to say anything, do anything, just be with me. Being alone and crying like that makes it feel so much worse. When will the pain go away???

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Comment by Connie K on July 28, 2014 at 10:34am

Hi Kim

 Those times are the loneliest but you need to release that pain. I am sorry you are feeling so bad. I wish I could be there with you and hug you tight so you understand you are not alone in this journey. I know it doesn't lessen the pain, but it the sad reality of life that we all have been thrown into. Eventually you will challenge yourself - do I really want to die or do I still have love to give those who love me? Can I make a difference in the world in my child's name? What has my child and this whole experience taught me?

What would your daughter really want for you? We all feel like life is over as we know it. And it is but I know you have the strength to make it through Kim. Right now  your pain just overwhelms it all. So cry as long and as loud as you need to and know that not only am I and the others here with you in spirit so is your daughter and I believe, the divine presence that we are all a part of. Even though you can't find your faith right now, please try to hang on to the idea that there is more to this world than our physical presence and that you will be together again. Peace and love to you

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