Monday, July 26th marks 4 months since my daughter's death. Has it gotten any easier? I think sometimes yeah, sure it has....but wait, I must be delusional...this is NOT easy, and it's something I will probably never get over and find true peace. My peace would be me holding my daughter and telling her how much I love her and miss her. That was taken away from me...I'm still bitter, bewildered, angry, and sad. I miss YOU so much.